Had a Crap Day ... Rant Here

I cried and laughed but yep your right. Let's hope it's all behind us all now.

You know you can vent at me Sam if you need hun.

I had to call the police on my eldest, and i still don't have a job, but maybe I'll start a job singing the blues. Too bad my singing voice sucks.

Awww Cougar, we're always here for you


Hope a job you really want is round the corner and your eldest gets themselves sorted.

Thanks. I'm hoping a job comes soon, and I'm not going to worry about the boy because he'll probably do better for himself with me out of the picture any way. Mom's too easy to fall back on, but he won't be falling this way any time soon I tell ya.

Do you want to work from home again ?

I don't know because not really, but right now, I'm going to be nervous to have to leave my house for a while because i'll be worried it's getting broke into the whole time I'm at work.

Is that paranoia or does that happen a lot ion your neighborhood?

Paranoia from being at home for a year, son with a habit, and moving into a not so great neighborhood due to not having a job and needing cheaper rent.

All you can do is make your home as secure as possible and try to live as normally as possible.

I know from having a neighbour who's been in and out of prison for theft what paranoia and anxiety can do for you.

Yeah but sucks I can't afford renter's insurance now that I really need it.

Yeah that would be advisible to get. Can you get a part time job just to cover it or will it makes things worse?

Ugh, I had a crummy stomachache the last few days. (Shakes fist in the air) Curse you, Peachtree Center Food Court! Nah, but really, it's finally feeling better. Hmm, maybe I should have typed this on the kick ass page. Oh well...

You've had food poisoning or over eating?

Glad you're better Or at least getting better.

Neither, just been eating crappy fast food the whole weekend & I'm not used to that. It's done with now so it's okay.

Ah right, some times it goes like that.

I made sure we had some lovely fresh fish and lean meat this week with veggies, noodles etc etc.

I will have an Indian take out this weekend mind, a hot spice one.

Ugh, not a fan of the Indian take out! LOL!

Is it the spices or taste, although curries in the UK are no offence much better than I've ever eaten in the USA. We do have a massive Indian community here which gives us in return yummy food.

Very true. Both for me, I just don't like anything I've tried. But I have a freally mild tongue, even mild spicy stuff sometimes gets to me.

Ah well they do mild dishes but it's not the best cuisine if you don't like spices.

We love them so you literally pay for it the next day. Hubby eats Vindaloos and Phals, far too hot for me a nice fairly hot Pathia.

My mouth is watering now.

Lol, what day did you say you were going?

Get a take out half the cost but still as yummy. Tomorrow (Saturday) will be the day.

Grrrr, damn internet was down last night in our house. The supplier was fixing an issue which was bigger than first appeared.

Hope to jump on tonight and say hello before watching SOA. Wait I've not left a review for last week, yikes have to do that too.

So... what time were you thinking?

About now? LOL, sorry I couldn't get on earlier stuff was going on.

Well, I can't stay on because I'm about to fall asleep at my desk. life still is sucky, but I think it's less sucky than it was two weeks ago. Still no job but still looking. Still got that damn check that should come in some day. Can't rush the government you know. That will really help. Should have been here already, but they said no. it will get here when it gets here. got some leads on those Obama programs you are always hearing about but can never seem to find that might help me get back to work so fingers crossed on that. i'm going through any means necessary to be solvent again. Right now I'm about as low as a slug's belly, not necessarily mentally but self-esteem wise, but it will all work out for the best and maybe i'll be even better off than I was when this started.